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Saturday, January 17, 2009

macam2x dalam otakku!!!!!


salam..

erm..skang ni mcm 2x ada dlm otak
huhu...hati ni rsa sedey sgt la..
bil afikir tempat keja n ngok orng2x dia
terfikir kalu ada duit pon x guna gak kan...kalu kita jd hamba duit
kenapa kita manusia rsa kita ni perlu jd hamba duit
sedey btoii bila ngok orng2x kat situ la kdng2x n only some of them
apa pon kamis (14/1/09) ada doa selamat kat ofis cz ada boss nak g US utk new project
lama gak dia g dlm 3 bulan
so doa selamat kat tempat keja mkn pizza hut n big apple..huhu..nice doa selamat btoii yg i ever go
apa pon mmg x sempat nak sediakan l atu
but people kat sini mmg appreciate orng bagus la
juz kdng2x ada life style yg terlampau international tu yg x tahan..
kdng2x diri ni yg rsa pelik
ap apon x kisah la,....my main goal is to t8 care of myself better compare to b4
nak nasihat orng mmg hamba x mampu n x reti...amboi wani oiii..lemahnye iman awak
tp x pa la
we try to learn new thing la ek
lama x update blog since x da tenet n tenet kat ofis pon x leh access blog ni
kalu bole pon kdng2x la..huhu
x tau la nak wat cam na tp nati akan try access gak la blog ni
byk yg x tercerita
intern ni mmg byk pengalaman yg sy dpt la
from manusia sampai erti kehidupan sebenar la...i think i will learn a lots
but i alwaz pray that allah will t8 k of my iman all d time since im quite a bad person...huhu
sebenarnye bila dah hidup kat luar ni mcm2x kena fikir la
walaupon sy duduk sorang n intern kat department tu as seorang je girl intern
mmg agak mencabar
dengan nak solat nye rsa agak x selesa
since you kena jln2x along ofis n pantry baru sampai surau
mmg la rsa susah kan
pompuan ni aurat dia byk sgt
so i need to be aware la all d time
kat umah plak mmg x da mood nak kemas umah dlm msa 2 week ni
bila duduk sornag ni kdng2x bahaya gak since awak kena jga diri n kesihatan ngan baik
nasib baik la buat blog ni
leh la luah perasaan walaupon x tau la ap yg sy merapu
tp x pa i will fine time to jln2x n mesti ada duit la..huhu
nati kalu dah keja..apa yg sy nak adalah jln2x around world n ngok mcm2x jenis orng n culture
it should be fun
x sabo nye nak life jd cam 2
moga nati x da la bz memanjang kan
sbb penting la utk ada time buat diri
tp sy ni workaholic gak orngnye...huhuh
apa pon i will try my bez to have a good life
tp apa pon ngah cr part time job nak tambah duit nak jln2x..huhu
di mana ada kemahuan disitu ada jln
may b next week akan check ag sekali result
cam x caya je yg dpt tu
sampai ati sv etp kasi B+ utk etp..mmg x patut btoii...dah la x membantu msa project tu
orng lain suma dpt A...adoi..geram kalu fikir2x kan
apa pon x pa la
redh aje
misi skang nak cr duit!!!!!!!!! tp utk hidup bukan nak jd hamba duit...ingat tu ek suma
apa pon mesti siapakan report intern
adoii byknye x siap
tp x da mood la
x tau kenapa????????????????????????????????????????
apa pon skang ni hidup hanya laha sorang2x
mkn sorang
tido of course la sorang kan cz x kawin ag...huhu
tp suma alone la
im betoii2x survive la
teringat plak pada satu quote yg sy suka,which is

life is not a bed of roses, it is an endless struggle, be a SURVIVOR,

rupanya2x mmg bermakna sungguh ayat tu dlm my life
juz i dun realiza it b4
insyaallah i will survive n be a good muslim in life
moga allah kuatkan iman
mmg tiap2x ari asyik ingat tu je since mmg nak jd muslim yg baik
x nak la ada life yg terlampau international tu
mmg btoii allah tau hambanye ni layak utk duduk n survive sesorang
tp x pa wani cz u alwaz survive in many thing
n awak mesti bole wani...huhu...motivate diri itu penting tau...huhu
skang ni gaji x masuk ag
duit dah x da
mintak kat abah n mama la
nak wat cam na
so rsa burdenkan diorng plak..kdng2x rsa nak nagis bila mintak duit kat mama n abah..x baik la cam 2 kan
bila keja nati mesti balas jsa diorng...bukan mesti tp wajib..huhu
moga dikurniakan kerja yg elok2x
adoii...bila fikir balik byk gak kesilapan yg wat masa kat U
bz sgt sampai kurang stdy...bila fikir balik kna
mmg dah makin lost la...so tu sbb la allah uji ngan result dlm 2 sem ni
ya allah apa la hambamu ni dah buat
nk kongsi ngan sesapa pon x tau
byk sgt msa abiskan utk event2x kat U..sampai i sedar2x je mmg i x da sapa yg i betoii2x trust to tell everything..tp xpa ..allah ada disisi sy selamanya
n apa yg terjadi adalaha dugaan terbaik bg sy
sesungguhnya x beriman seseorang itu kalu x diuji
huhu...x pa wani u can do it
apa pon bila dah keja ni ngok working life
i think i want to be a career woman cz i want to help my family but at the same time i want to be a good wife and mother which mean i need a quality time for my future family
i already decide it n i will do it
but apa pon u need to have an understanding husband ever.most important...huhu..im sure i can have it
apa pon mmg susah la ngok mum yg bekerja ni
kat ofis ada sorang akak ni ada 3 anak n dia pam susu masa lunch hour utk baby dia
mmg nampak penat la since duduk jauh ag
kesian btoii n susah btoii jd career woman ni
apa pon i think i already decide it
apa pon kalu keadaan mendesak atas apa2x sbb i will choose my family ever
cz u cannot buy love with money
i want to have a good family
i can said that my working place now is like a parenting skol to me
huhu...suma citre pasal anak2x n family
apa pon x kisah l a cz u can learn it for future
kdng2x sy rsa sy ni mmg x mature la cz i dun no many thing bout family life n i have ni feeling yet toward any man..huhu.(ayat x leh blah)
tp nak wat cam na that the fact...tp bagus gak cz hati ni kena jaga...huhu
panjang kalu nk cite pasal hati ni
so juz forget it
apa pon sy rsa balik U nati nak abiskan masa as student dgn baik
rupa2x nye selama ni im very independent
n wat i can see is i change a lots from the old me
i think i made it as a person
n i certainly sure that im going to be somebody 1 day..n will do it n make it happen
apa pon suma tu bukan mudah tp x pa iw ill try my best
adoiii....byk benda kena wat dlm msa intern ni n i will do it my best
apa pon sy cuma harap allah kurniakan kemanisan iman pada diri ni
lost gak la since byk sgt jga event2x music2x ni
x elok la sebenarnye...huhu
apasal la jahat sgt ko ni wani dulu
kdng2x terfikir gak napa la intern jd cam ni
nak sgt jd baik for intern cz nak tuntut ilmu tp last2x jd cam ni..tp xpa la
i will survive
orng kat tempat keja baik je
cuma kdng2x rs orng ni byk pura2x la bila dlm duni kerja ni
ntah la napa rsa cam tu
tp ada yg ok
cuma sumanak lepaskan diri utk kesenangan diri masing2x..huhu...i think im right bout this
mmg rsa cam ni la
cumakdng2x ada gak perkara yg sy perlu belajar
jgn mudah percaya orng wani lagi2x lelaki..hahha..i think ada orng penah ckp cam 2 kat sy
since sy ni sng kena bully cuma ada je orng x tau
tp kalu dah lama kenal mmg senang kena bully la saya ni
huhu...tp x pa skang dah ok skit
i think 1st b4 i do it
n x ikut emosi sgt since dah byk belajar kan
cuma skang ni rsa sy ni x byk sgt minat bnda2x engineering ini tp ada la skit2x kan
act i like to cook cookies n deco rumah2x ni
mmg minat baca n ngok bnda berkaitan ni la...huhu..girlish la plak...x sesuai je kalu orng tau
tp itu sy cuma orng je x tau..i like pink gak tp dah jd orng company ni x leh la melampau sgt kang dpt sebiji la plak...hahhaha
MEDTECH make me tough as b4 n i tq MEDTECH for it so much
apa pon sy syg suma di sekeliling sy
moga allah tau hati ni inginkan kebaikan walaupon sy ni x baik sgt
apa pon may b sy x layak utk segala2x nye tp sy mampu atasi nye ngan baik
anything happen kat sini msa intern sy mesti fikir allah nak test je since bila duduk sorang ni kita mmg byk bergantung pada allah sepanjang msa
im sure i can do it for this 8 month
apa pon sentiasa doakan yg terbaik utk sy ek..i will buy a camera soon if i have money since duduk sorang ni byk pakia duit..ap apon nati akan post byk pic as memory...for me pic can tell so much story n feeling
that why i like photo very much
bole je nak suka sgt2x tp dulu x da msa
byk sgt msalah kena fikir..sy rsa allah bg msa sy sorang ni utk fikir yg terbaik utk diri ni
apa pon pada mama n abah i will alwaz love you
i miss them so much n i want them to be happy
apa pon mama is alwaz the best
nati sy cite ag pasal suma tu kalu teringat n ada msa
apa pon i will try alwaz update blog ni
bila la nak masuk internet ek
huhu
i want to be a success person in this world n akhirat gak
ap apon hati ni rsa lega...harapa dpt part time job as soon as possible
i will tell it after this
moga apa yg sy buat b4 ni akan jd teladan yg baik utk msa depan
wani..u can do it cz u r born tobe like that.....huhu
i love my world n my life
hati ini lega akhirnye...semangat dah dpt..tq to this blog..baru sedar sy ni x mudah meluahkan pada orng yg x dikenali tp mudah meluahkan pada benda x hidup...haha
patut la mama cite dulu kecik2x suka ckp sorang2x...hahah..i think i know it now...hahha
i know im special ...huhu...bestnye dudk kat bangi ni
im happy im here cz i learn a lots
tq to alllah for giving me this experience
may i be a lovely muslimah ever
apa pon u can do it
wassalam

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