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Thursday, December 31, 2009

luahan hati ku ini~~



MY MAMA IS MY LIFE~~


mamaku yg vogue selalu


baca yassin kat air zam2x utk kitaorng nk exam plus kurma kat mekkah...to a mother, children alwaz come first than their desire...



salam..
olla everybody
apa kabo?...hope all of u sihat hendaknye~~
eh..baru je abis ckp ngan mama td...
ckp pasal family la kan..
ni juz nk cite la...sbb tetiba rsa sedey~~
dalam family belah mama sy..mama je sorang pompuan
yg lain laki2x
tp 3 cam lingkup skit n 1 je ok la
yg ok pak wan sy..dia keja kat UITM...ada family
1st..pak tan sy...ada family tp x keja tetap..berniaga mcm2x..x penah untung kot
asyik rugi je sy rsa...huuh..pas tu mintak duit kat my grandma...ntah la..sy dah besar
bila mama cite..i feel so sad cz may b dia riso anak2x dia jd cam 2
so dia suru kitaorng stdy lok2x..jd orng berguna
and one more thing is..dia ikut tabligh
n i nak berubah jd lebih baik..means cuba ikut islam sebaik mungkin and make it as my way of life
kdng2x takut mama rsa..orng cam islamic ni x da manner (polite word ek)
sbb pak cik sy ada 2 ikut tabligh n life cam tunggnag terbalik skit
sy x kata salah jd tabligh ye
im ok wif dat
cuma cara diorng and bg role model yg salah dlm pandangan kitaorng suma
erm..dugaan btoii pada sy yg nk berubah ni
tp x pa..sy yakin allah maha mengetahui hambanya ini
pas tu my pak bek dah jenis x da agama plak
x percaya mana2x tuhan...a.k.a PAGAN~
ermm..yg bongsu plak..pak su
tabligh gak...keja x nak sgt..asyik kuar 40 ari
sometimes bila mama tanya..napa ni kakak?..apasal cam ni?
it so difficult for me to answer...at last sy ckp..manusia x prefect mama~~
wat else..but today i really2x sad cz the way my mama ckp
cam dia nak sgt anak dia berjaya...i know i will do it
but im scared i can't make it to the top..thats all..dpt degree pon nk cr keja ag kan
waaaa....hope i will be a good daughter and i will try my hard to be one...
fuh...sian mama...sian grandma...napa la diorng ni acting cam 2
menyusahkan idupk btoii
sbb tu la mama selalu ckp..ilmu tu penting kak...since i small
my mama alwaz wif me
support me although others don't
there are one time i got worse GPA ever in my stdy cz im sick...i can't think well and i juz want to sleep but i go and took the exam
the GPA teruk..CGPA teruk...tp x tau nk ckp ngan sesapa msa tu
kwn..sy x ckp pon kat diorng even my close frenz
sesapa pon xtau..depan orng im ok je sbb dah sakit kan
nk wat cam na
tp the moment i told my mama i cry...and she said ok..nvr mind
rezeki tu milik allah swt...even my dad pon cam mara je
but my mama..she alwaz support me wherever i need her
sampai skang pon kalu susah ke x kan ckp ngan orng lain even my frenz yg rapat gilo
sbb i juz cant
only my mama je bole nk cite..yg lain pendam and try to solve it slowly..
so sy ni dah besa la cool je..hehe..tp tu la...bila mama ngok family dia
may b dia rsa sdey sbb my grandma kan ..mak dia
so mmg susah didik anak ye..pity my mama...as alwaz ..mama selalu share ngan sy
then i give feedback
hai manusia..pak cik2x ku..tolong la berubah ye
sian mama sy..pa pon my mama mmg cool and supportive..i love u ,mama~~~~
she's the one yg fhm sy...sbb tu kalu apa2x sy nak wat msti fikir my mama 1st
takut la ada impact on her
kalu x fikir mmg dah hancur dah sy ni...ya allah..tq 4 giving me such a great mama~~~
i hope kalu i married nati
my husband will love my family as much as i love my family and i will love his family juz like my family
dat's the most important thing to me....
sy harap pas grad ni sy dpt keja awal..keja and bantu my parent
make sure diorng happy and bawak diorng g oliday...biar diorng njoys life ni
sbb diorng dah susah jaga kitaorng sejak dr kecil...dat's my top priority when i start working
i hope i dpt bwak diorng oliday best2x....biar diorng happy ngan anak2x diorng
bg diorng shopping puas2x suma..hehe
so i kena keja kuat and stay positive
biar la orng nk ckp apa pon pada sy..im ok
but nvr touch about my family...sensitive ek..silap2x ada masuk jail..huhu
waaa...sedey...nagis dah ni~~~~
napa la diorng ni buat cam 2..sian mama sy..msti dia sedey~~~
erm...I LOVE YOU, MAMA
klah....i think dat all....dah maghrib ni...i wish everything fine soon
esok nak balik umah sbb new year and lab pon tutp..heheh...njoys my mama food...
alwaz the bez....
for all MAMA in dis world...i tabik spring ek sbb bukan sng jd mama ....lots of challenge

wassalam

c ya

X0X0~~


p/s: for those people plz stop wat you do or i will hate you cz when it hurt her it hurt me 2

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